Sunday, October 6, 2013


PLAIN RANTING, really.

October 6, 2013 | 3:24pm

This dream I'm checking out in the internet now is the dream I have last night. You know how forgetful I am when it comes to my dreams. I mean, who isn't? Anyways, there are 3 things I'm sure were present in my dreams :

A big ship. A yellow shark of some sort. And tons of sea water. 

Haha! I mean, obviously, because there was a shark and a ship, most likely there is tons of water. 

This ship and sea thing has been going on a lot, I have other dreams that I'm sure include them. I even told Bob about the Hunger Games themed I had earlier this week too. And that dream sort of included the sea and the ship, although the shark wasn't there. 

So, we were four in the dream - I don't recall the two other guys but Renzy was there and that we were in a big ship and was transferred to a multicab looking vehicle that brought us to another place (still in the water, maybe a cave or underwater, I am not sure. But there was an area that did not have water; so I'm thinking maybe a cave **not sure really) And two of the boys were playing in a square platform with an arcade sort of machine in it. They were sitting and kind of engrossed about it. 

I remembered being so scared to stand on the the platform and that this platform looked rather unbalanced (because obviously it was on water); and that I had a splinter on one of my toes and blood was dripping which I'm sure seems inviting to sharks. Duh.

I was so careful in going down a ladder to the platform when a hint of blood dropped on the water which instantly invited a **yellow shark (serious) which had spots in it and seemed enthralled with that blood. The 2 guys I was saying that were playing the arcade were named Eduardo and Lorenzo too. (I have no idea who Edward is and his relevance here) Anyways, I said I was with 3 guys in this dream; the other guy was helping me from the stairs but I can't recall his face or what we called him. 

Here are the results of my searches : 



Shark 
To see a shark in your dream indicates feelings of anger, hostility, and fierceness. You are undergoing a long and difficult emotional period and may be an emotional threat to yourself or to others. Perhaps, you are struggling with your individuality and independence, especially in some aspect of your relationship. Alternatively, a shark represents a person in your life who is greedy and unscrupulous. This person goes after what he or she wants with no regards to the well-being and sensitivity of others. The shark may also be an aspect of your own personality with these qualities.

Ship (There are other interpretations, but this was what happened in my dream.)
To dream that you abandon ship indicates that you need to move on and let go. Your emotion may be holding you back. Alternatively, consider the phrase "jumping ship", to indicate changing of sides.

Ocean 
To see an ocean in your dream represents the state of your emotions and feelings. It is indicative of spiritual refreshment, tranquility and renewal. Alternatively, the dream means that you are feeling empowered and unhindered. You have a positive outlook in life and are not limited by anything. If you are sailing across the ocean, then it signifies new found freedom and independence. You are showing great courage. If the ocean is rough, then the dream represents some emotional turmoil. You are doing your best to handle life's ups and downs.

To dream that you are kissing the ocean floor implies that you are coming to terms with your emotions.

Sea 
To see the sea in your dream represents your subconscious and the transition between your subconscious and conscious. As with all water symbols, it also represents your emotions. The dream may also be a pun on your understanding and perception of a situation. "I see" or perhaps there is something you need to "see" more clearly. Alternatively, the dream indicates a need to reassure yourself or to offer reassurance to someone.?It brings about hope, a new perspective and a positive outlook on life no matter how difficult your current problems may be.

To dream that you are lost at sea suggests that you are drifting around in life without any direction. You are feeling overwhelmed by emotions.

Blood
To dream that you are bleeding or losing blood signifies that you are suffering from exhaustion or that you are feeling emotionally drained. It may also denote bitter confrontations between you and your friends. Some of your past actions have come back to haunt you. Women often dream of blood or of someone bleeding shortly before or during their periods or while they are pregnant. For a pregnant woman in particular, blood in dreams is symbolic of the life force that they are carrying. Such dreams are also a reminder to take things slow. To dream that others are bleeding signifies an emotional cry for help. If you dream that you are giving or donating blood, then it suggests that you are feeling physically drained due to stress.?If blood is squirting everywhere, then the dream implies that you are experiencing some deep emotional stress. You are literally bursting.

That's a lot of emotional stuff that needs confrontation really. Reading them just makes me all stressful and relentless. Honestly, I was taken aback with the line "Some of your past actions have come back to haunt you." Scary. Super.

How do I do these emotional confrontations? I'm just super scared and really exhausted. I feel so sad and honestly alone. Hmmmmmm.